ahhh. guess what? i'm feeling so guilty. of what? of over drinking, outing, spending, over enjoying too much fun until i'm getting this kinda feeling. something wrong with me? :'(
yes. especially when i not even read a sentence of book in the whole week, when i get tipsy, when i nearly puke, when i had a meal that cost me 30 pounds when i heard my friends around me said that they failed again for this and that subject. bbq. i feel so ashamed and dare not to think of my parent. how they feel if they know i'm jolly kuat here.
but by doing all these only i feel good. at least i wouldn't get depress and hide in my room with tears and feeling lonely. my problem is yet to be solve, i've no idea what can i do to save this relationship. i pretend that i'm not care, i pretend that i'm strong enough to handle, actually i'm just running off from it.
anyway, here again me and my friend out to enjoy the wonderful day. never knew that i am actually love the sun. so much!
photo are all no filter. surprisingly i didn't look so bloated as in previous post. (:
with the right pose, your leg will magically look longer! and here, mine look so long. hahaha
it's MAY soon! omg! i pray for time passes slooooooooow please! i gonna miss u THE UK!
yes. especially when i not even read a sentence of book in the whole week, when i get tipsy, when i nearly puke, when i had a meal that cost me 30 pounds when i heard my friends around me said that they failed again for this and that subject. bbq. i feel so ashamed and dare not to think of my parent. how they feel if they know i'm jolly kuat here.
but by doing all these only i feel good. at least i wouldn't get depress and hide in my room with tears and feeling lonely. my problem is yet to be solve, i've no idea what can i do to save this relationship. i pretend that i'm not care, i pretend that i'm strong enough to handle, actually i'm just running off from it.
anyway, here again me and my friend out to enjoy the wonderful day. never knew that i am actually love the sun. so much!
photo are all no filter. surprisingly i didn't look so bloated as in previous post. (:
with the right pose, your leg will magically look longer! and here, mine look so long. hahaha
the blue-est sky!
it's MAY soon! omg! i pray for time passes slooooooooow please! i gonna miss u THE UK!
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