As my aunt always remind me that money is indeed important especially in relationship. I never denied it tho. Most of people think that students in oversea are from rich or luxury family. But too bad that's not for me. I don't have sufficient funds here so that i have to really plan on my financial and trying to earn for my living as well as travel expenses. On the other hand i also wan to pay back my dad and reduce their burden. So each time thinking of this really make me headache. Argh.
But lucky me have got a job on last month and my paid has been increased from 5.5 pound per hour to 6.5 pound per hour despite i broke 3 glasses and pour on customer I still did a good job la. I keep on praying for second job as this not really cover my rental. sigh. and you know the things here so damn cheap i hardly control myself not to buy. and i cant keep on staying at home without hanging out. such a waste right. but but but all the outing i need to spend. sigh.
After ngam cham on financial now I have another issue which is friendship. As i said most of the students here are rich, which included my classmate. She keeps asking me for outing or likes to stick with me most of the time. I am not sure is due to the generation gaps (4 years) i feel like am too old to mix with her. Ahh. Or maybe i prefer to be alone, more relaxing more enjoyable or damn it i am an austism. Ok fine, i just being choosy in friend and i really need personal time. really personal that kind. so most of the time, i will be alone walking on the street jogging or shopping. i am enjoying tho.
lastly, since im a student, i should talk about my studies la. bbq sometime i feel like it is such a shame i am from Malaysia but i need to attend this pre-sessional english class? I should have be able to master in english what. but heck, sometime i can't really understand what people talking. i promise myself i will fully utilize the time in uk here and i will speak a fluent english when im back. IT IS A MUST!
